Today I saw Death! She was beautiful! She was dressed all in black! Had big black eyes.  I saw her and we locked eyes and she passed by.   

I told her you are fast and she said no I feel I am slow.

I took a look and went by...

SexyManguitoMio

SexyManguitoMio, me haces feliz

Me das ilusiones, me haces creer que el amor existe

Me haces pensar en vivir por mucho tiempo

Me haces creer que el manana es posible

Me haces ver los dias con mucha ilusion

Me haces ver que todo cambia y que aun sin esperar

la vida puede darnos un giro total

Te amo SexyManguitoMio.

Eres tan rica como el agua que sacia la sed

Eres tan hermosa como fruta madura

Te amo y lo grito con orgullo.

the clouds in the sky have covered all my life

and the day just is gray till its night

and the darkness outside is a mirror to my eyes

cause my soul won't reflect any light

ohhh i can't lie im so lonely

ohh make it right and just hold me

cause im freezing theres no way to stay warm

dont you need me? left me out in the storm

how could you forget me? my sunshine has left me alone

you're so cold

freezing like when rain hits the snow

dont you need me. 

like a null over cold

the seasons may changed 

but the ice still remains in my soul

you're so cold

the chills down the spine

are just memories of a time

Now im haunted cause 

i thought you were mine

I just can't get away  

i've been frozen in one place

and I am not moving on tell me why?

I still love you boy

ohhh i can't lie im so lonely 

ohh make it right and just hold me 

cause im freezing theres no way to stay warm

dont you need me? left me out in the storm

how could you forget me? my sunshine has left me alone

you're so cold

freezing like when rain hits the snow

dont you need me. 

like a null over cold

the seasons may changed 

but the ice still remains in my soul

you're so cold

Un dia muy bonito, no importa lo que pase, se que saldre adelante, tengo mucha fe en Dios y que el sabe que es lo que quiere de mi y para mi.

Settle down, don't settle down without me, no, no
Settle down, i'll settle down for good, yeah
Settle down, i'll settle down around you, yeah, yeah
Settle down, i'll settle down for sure, yeah

Whatever i can do, i will
'cause i'm good like that
For seven years, seven days, and seven hours
I took my chances, yeah
Whatever i can do, i will
'cause i want

Never lose that feeling
Never lose that feeling

Settle down, i'll settle down around you, yeah, yeah
Settle down, i'll settle down for good, yeah
Settle down, don't settle down without me, no, no
Settle down, i'll settle down for sure, yeah

Never lose that feeling
Never, no, no
Never lose your feelings
Never, that's for sure

Never lose that feeling
Never lose that feeling
Never lose that feeling
Never lose that feeling
Never lose that feeling
Never lose that feeling

Whatever i can do, i will
'cause i want to, and what i want i get
Seven years, seven days, and seven hours
I took my chances, yeah

Settle down, don't settle down without me, no, no
Settle down, i'll settle down for good, yeah
Settle down, i'll settle down around you, yeah, yeah
Settle down, i'll settle down for sure, yeah

Never lose that feeling
Never, no, no, no

What do I want?

What do I want?

I want this pain, stress to go away.

I want the strenght to move on with my life.

I want them gone. 

I want things to be settle in the best possible way.

I want to find some peace and I want to feel loved again.

Carinos, favoritos y otras cosas

Veamos, mis carinos, Humberto mi hermano y mis sobrinas Miriam y Leslie, Adriana mi hermana y mis sobrinos Pablo y Leonardo, mi hijo Christian y mi hijo Nicholas, mi mama aunque ya no esta aqui.  Rey, Rocio, Lalo, Luis, Tio Ale, Tia Chole, Tia Julia, Tia Ana, Tio Octavio (aunque no se donde este). la mayoria de mis primos

Veronica y Santiago, Freddy, Rossy, Jeff, Jennifer, Mike and Linda, Sandy, Matt, Debbie, Brian, Brent.

Moving Forward

I have to learn how to move forward, how to get things done, how to not look back into the past, that part of time that I don't have anymore.  I need to enjoy my present, my kids, my life that escapes me day by day.

It's hard to see a person you know you can't have anymore.

El dia mas bonito

Te esperaba en la terminal de autobuses, estaba impaciente porque sonaba con este encunetro desde el momento en que aborde el avion.  Por fin despues de dos largas horas de espera y estar caminando en circulos, vi que llegaba tu autobus, empeze a buscarte entre el rio de gente y no te veia.  Jajaja, me agarraste y me dijiste aqui estoy, hola!!! Te mire y eras exactamente como te imaginaba, tan hermosa con ese pelo negro y eso ojos grandes y esa boca tan preciosa.

Salimos de la terminal y subimos al auto, manejamos por las calles y avenidas de la Ciudad de Mexico, tome tu mano, te dije estoy tan emocionado.  Fuimos a almorzar a Sanborn's tu pediste ensalada de atun,  yo algo mas substancioso, comimos casi sin hambre, la emocion nos dominaba.

Fuimos en busca de un lugar para que te hospedaras,  encontramos un hotel muy cerca de el museo a donde hibas a trabajar.

Te registrate y subimos, dijiste que necesitabas un bano y lo tomaste cuando saliste, te veias aun mas hermosa. con el cabello humedo y esa sonrisa tan tuya que le roba el aire a cualquier hombre, me acerque y te dio un beso, un beso que habia sonado darte desde que me empeze a enamorar de ti.

Te desabroche los botones de la blusa, tenias puesto un brassier muy coqueto, lo abri y tus pechos quedaron al descubierto, unos pechos muy hermosos, redondos y con los pezones tan rosados y exquisitos, los empeze a besar y senti como el calor subia, upps creo que no cerramos la puerta con llave, entro la recamarera, un momento un poco embarazoso, pero bueno, salimos a caminar y a buscar algo para un dolor de cabeza.

Hicimos el amor y fue increible, te quiero mucho. Ha sido el dia mas bonito.