Still Rolling with Mierda

Darling, what is goin on? Can it be that you want to love me? Can it be that you love him but are afraid to go with him? Why are you nice to me sometimes and sometimes are so mean?

I don't get it, I don't your pressence makes me happy but I wish you could just leave sometimes and let me figure out what the hell to do.

And then I get sad when I wish you were here